over the last month, I have looked at how I was going at life
when I was dropped from school I spent 20 hours a day playing games and 4 hours sleeping for 8 months strait, now I feel like im all gamed out
the funnest of games bore the hell out of me, and I cant even stay focused from the 5 pots of coffee I would drink in a day
I spent 4 days after that sleeping off the addiction I grew from coffee and then I never touched the xbox again
and the couch I almost never left was junked. I am now trying to learn people. something I should have done years back,
I cant talk 4 words without messing up and every time I try to speak to someone I sound like a jabbering fool.
I cant act like its nice to meet people for I dont know how, I always have a strait face. and I always look like im about to kill someone.
video game's may have impacted my life more then I would have ever thought,
But still I say it was the best god damn year of my life!